All Grown Up: Chapter 14 !!! Video

I kissed him back enjoying every second of it. Nick took this as a hint and deepened the kiss. I smiled in to it, I could feel him smiling too. As sweet as this moment was I was kinda in for a rude awakening when we left the tree house.
After our little make out session Nick and I climbed out of the tree house sitting in the grass to stay and watch the fireworks.

This is the first time in the in a long time that Ive actually smiled and meant it.

As Nick held my hand while we waited for the fireworks my thoughts couldnt help but wander to Joe. Why is it that when Im happy I think of him? What the hell cant he just stay out of my head?

"What are you thinking about?" Nick turned to me still smiling.
"That kiss," I lied. I couldnt say I was thinking about his older brother and how much I still love and hate him at the same time. That would just be messed up.

"You mean like this one?" Nick leaned closer to me pressing his lips against mine, again. I felt butterflies errupt in my stomach. His kisses were the sweetest just like him. You know Joe could learn a few things from his brother. And I did it again. Joesph Adam Jonas get out my head!
I felt someone grab my shoulder and pulling me away from Nick.

I looked up to see Joe with the saddest look on his face.
"Peyton why?" He ran away back in to the woods. I quickly got up running after him as soon as I reached the woods Nick grabbed my arm tugging me back.

"Where are you going?"
"After Joe?" I gropped his gaze looking at my flip flop covered feet.

"Why do you keep doing this to yourself? Why are you trying to run after him? Dont you remember how much he hurt you?"
"I-I-I-." I couldnt manage to put sentences together. Mostly because I didnt even know the answers to his questions.

Nicks face fell. "You still love him."
I looked at Nicks now saddened face. "I, uh."
"Complete sentences please." Anger started to grow in Nicks face.
"I dont know." Nick shook his head at me and walked away. I didnt run after him, I just watched him walk away.

I heard loud bursts of noise coming from the sky, I looked up to see the fireworks. So much for watching them with Nick. I turned my back on the fireworks walking slowly back to the party.

So I managed to hurt two guys, who I love, in less then 5 minutes. I knew coming to this dumb party was a horrible idea. Nick loves me and I messed up everything just because I cant let Joe go. Joe still loves me, thats whats stopping me from loving Nick. Its all his fault.

I came back to the party, the music softly playing as everyone watched the fireworks. Parents stood with their kids all with huge smiles on their faces as they watched the fireworks dance across the sky. I looked through crowd until I spotted Nick, anger on his face, he was heading straight for Joe who was standing with his arm around Emily. It really kills me to know that Joe can be all I love you and only you Peyton but can turn around and still be able to suck face with Emily. Well they cant really do that anymore, her fat stomach is in the way.

Nick was coming closer to Joe, his fists clenched. Oh no.

Before I could even respond to what was about to happen Nick punched Joe right the face making him fall back and Emily scream.

My jaw dropped. Joe got up swinging at Nick. Soon they were both in duking it out. None of this is Joes fault its mine.

I ran over to try and help break them up. I grabbed Nick trying to pull him off of Joe. Nick charged ahead slamming his elbow in to my rib cage causing me to fall backward and bust my ass. Nick froze turning around to see me sitting on the ground with a shocked look on my face. His face instantly grew soft.

"Peyton, Im sorry, Im so sorry." He reached for me but I pushed his hand away. I got up tears rushing to my face. I ran, heading for my car. I heard Nick calling after me but I kept going. I ran through my house picking up my keys and purse from the floor where I had thrown them. I got in starting the car pulling out of the driveway as fast as I could.

All of this is my fault. Ive come between a family. Ive come between Joe and Emilys relationship. What more could I mess up?