Reflection - Chapter 57 (Jonas Love Story) Video

I LOVE THIS CHAP...
I dont know why I just love how Joe is trying to prove that he really cares
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I didnt know what made my tears flow the most, his bandages or his eyes that were dancing with emotions.
Liana: Joe, please I couldnt say more I could only hope that he would go so that this aching would leave with him.
Joe: No, I need to speak to you. his voice was firm as he limped towards me and sat down on the end of the bed.
I tried to pull my legs in so no body part was even close to him. I knew what I needed to do but his simple touch could bring it all crumbling down.
Joe: Liana, why are you like this I love you isnt that enough Nick was sitting on the end of the bed trying to ignore us.
Liana: No, Joe it isnt My head snapped up and my fists clenched to stop the tears. I wouldnt cry because I had to tell him. No more hiding behind tears. He needed to know why it hurt.
Joe: Why he voice was pleading and his hand took hold of one of my fists.
Liana: Because Joe, saying you love me and actually caring are two different things. Because I dont want to cry again Joe. Because I dont want to be the one who loses again. I cant Joe. I cant My eyes started to leak but my expression stayed firm. I felt his hand move from mine. I knew it. He didnt love me. He never did. It was just a game. I refused to look up to see my worst nightmares proved.
Suddenly his hands seized my face. I saw his eyes for the first time since he walked in. They werent dancing anymore they were blazing. It was like fire and ice fighting in his eyes. His words were almost a growl and I could see the pain it gave his body to hold the position.
Joe: I DO LOVE YOU a sob escaped my throat it ripped through my body and shook me. I saw Nick jump up.
Nick: Joe, Leave! he snapped at Joe I saw the anger that pulsed through Joe. His fist clenched around my hand face and his entire body was tense. I knew what came next.
Liana: Nick, please go. I dont want anyone to get hurt okay? Please Nick and Joe you too. I looked straight at Nick and refused to look at Joe. His hand loosed on my face but he didnt move. Nicks eyes wondered from my face to Joes unmoving form. I thought he would wrench Joe away but he recollected himself and walked out. Only Joe stayed unmoving his hand still fused to my face.
Liana: Joeplease. I was pleading I needed him to go or my tears wouldnt stop.
Joe: I love youI love you soo soo much. WHY WONT YOU BELIEVE ME! he yelled the last few words and my tears stopped and my body recoiled away from his not in pain but in fear. The way he yelled made me wrench away from his touch and cover my face. I heard his intake of breath and slowly look up I saw something glisten down his face followed by more. Tears. He wasnt going to hurt me his was crying
My brain started to order me to put my arms around him. It was forcing me to move but I didnt. My heart was still laying there shattered. It was still broken. So I asked the question that had haunted me for so long. The one that continued to rip my heart into smaller pieces.
Liana: Then why? His head lifted from his hands and just stared at me. His gaze held mine but his eyes were empty. Minutes past but his voice never broke the silence. Then I snapped. My careful control over my body disappeared and I started to yell.
Liana: THEN WHY?! IS IT BECAUSE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH! AM I JUST A STREET RAT IN YOUR EYES JOE! AM I!!! his eyes froze, ice winning inside his eyes. My tears had turned into sobs and my hands were covering my face so all the tears trailed into my hands. So he couldnt see the pain that I was holding. But both our tears were interrupted both our words were cut short by a short, plump nurse scurrying in.
She saw both our tears and her smile became a frown.
Nurse Humphries: What is with the screaming dear? Are you alright? I nodded slowly and she looked at Joes face and the situation dawned on her. She sighed and came over to Joe.
Nurse Humphries: Now dear arent you Mr. Jonas? Well dear you will have to leave now. This young lady is very upset now and she would like be left alone. Okay dearie? She walked over and dragged Joe up he tried to argue but she stayed firm and lead him out. The air around me became easier to breathe and I slowly lay back down on my pillow. And before I could even think about what had just happened I fell asleep. Dreaming of Mom and Dad and even Nurse Humphries.

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Nurse humphries was very random it popped into my head when I randomly thought of winnie the pooh...Dont ask how my mind works LOL

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MakeItLovely: ahahhahahahahah liana's dreaming about the nurse. stupid girl, dream about JOE! haha ;P

friendsforever94: why can't she just forgive him :(

livelaughlove1449: Cause imagine being put through all of that how can she just forgive that and remember she has a really sad past so she is very delicate about it she doesnt like to get hurt