addiction Video

cant sing btw
feels like ive been tore into two why should i do
the memories fade just like the passing parade
when your at war with yourself its real bad for the health
i guess you never cared just like the happiness you never shared
it feels like i back on drugs where are the hugs
a waste of space is this the life of an ending kiss
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when the dealers at my front door
I cant help but buy more
il be high and passed out on the floor
why do I get drugs when unhappy
even though this life is crappy
I cant help it
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id never have a clue of how id fell into to
a tear that would show my mental fear
the voice inside unable to speak but the liquid in the needle leak
looking up always looks down in the end i always drown
this addiction conquers myself and destroys my health
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when the dealers at my front door
I cant help but buy more
il be high and passed out on the floor
why do I get drugs when unhappy
even though this life is crappy
I cant help it
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shattered needle tubes all over my house
the voice of a mouse
drugs around the house
when im so depressed drugs are all on my mind
every thing gets declined
my mind just dont seem to work
the pain I have does hurt
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when the dealers at my front door
I cant help but buy more
il be high and passed out on the floor
why do I get drugs when unhappy
even though this life is crappy
I cant help it
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the dealer on speed dial
once again im up for trial
this is too much pain
its all on my brain
il guess il never stop