One Last Time Part 6 MM 2/4 Video
(continued from last remember flashback)
Jamie (Deepens the kiss)
Joe (Pulls her closer)
LATER THAT NIGHT
Joe: (sneaking into the house)
Demi: (sitting on the couch just staring ahead)
Joe: (Notices her) Oh youre still upI was trying to be quite and not wake you {I was hoping shed be asleep, I was too ashamed to look at herwhat have I done. After I spoke her head slowly turned towards me, no expression on her face. I told her earlier that Id be working really late, so she had nothing to suspectI knew she was like this because of what tomorrow was....I was going to stay with her all day today and tomorrow....but she was yelling at me for everything I left to go grab my tie and she yelled at me for leaving my plate in the sink, I was going to wash it after I got my tie. Everything I did was wrong, I felt horrible for what I did with Jamie, but she killed the pain. I've know her for years, my best friend in the office, when Demi lost the baby....she was 5 months. We named him and everything. Jamie understood me, we've been going on secret dates but today was the first time we went that far.....I hated myself and that look on Demis face made me hate myself more. I set my suitcase down and walked over to her kneeling down wrapping my arms around her Its okay. "I love you" I kissed her head whispering "I love you" over and over. Those were the words I knew she need to hear and the words I meant. I slowly picked her up, carrying her up the stairs. Laying her on the bed I took off my tie and shirt then took off her clothes, changing her in her pjs. I softly sang our song to her as I did, getting into my boxers I laid next to her, wrapping my arms around her bring her close. Kissing her head softly I whispered "Dont worry, our baby will come when were ready. Michaels waiting for us in heaven, well see him one day, when were old, seen our kids, grandkids and great grandkids grow up...then well get to heaven, see our beautiful boy." I kissed her head again, and she began to cry. I brought her closer and kissed her head. Though her sobs I heard "I love you" The tears that were already in my eyes began to flow as I softly said, "I love you too" I hated myselfI could never do that with Jamie again}
So the months passed, as much as Joe and Demi tried, a baby wouldnt come. Little things like passing by a dad holding his infant son, a dad and son playing catch, reminded him of the son he didnt have. Though there were days Demi would be herself again, it seemed her worse days were Joes. So again and again Joe found himself with Jamie again. He hated himself afterwards for it, but at the time it helped. Jamie had a 3-year-old daughter, which could have been the reason Joe went to her thought he might love her, she could have kids, Demi couldnt. Hed never sub-contently mention this to himself. The night Demi confronted Joe about an affair, he didnt deny, he was caught.
Tears in her eyes Demi though the ring at him and left. It took months for Joe to get her back, he explained how nothing made what he did okay, but he had to find a way to kill the pain of losing their son, of her always on his back. Demi understood how horrible she was, how bad she acted toward him.
Demi: How could you act like everything was okay? After you were with her youd come back to me like you loved me, like it was all okay
Joe: because I did love you, I do love you. I was an idiot, but I knew I had to make you better because I loved you thats why I acted like that. Not because I felt guilty, which I did, I still do, this guilt will never go away. I did it because I love you Demi, with all my heart. I want to marry you and have a family with you.
Demi: (hugs him tightly) Promise me youll never go with someone else again
Joe: I promise, I'll only love you never ever cheat on you again. I love you.
A few weeks later Joe proposed again. And thats where our story started, 6 months after his second proposal.
So what do you think of Joe?
What do you think of Demi?
Do you understand where Joe was coming from?
luvmileyjbniley: i feel bad for joe. although what he did was inexcusable but i hurt him just as much as demi and i feel even worse for demi. idk what its like to loose a child before their even born but its like your loosing everything
Author: SpokenThoughASong; Uploaded: Oct 28, 2009; Duration: 1:45; Views: 56
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