It Doesn't Matter Video

Mended Pieces- OOC HP RPG
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A video that depicts the downsides of the life of the woman that everyone knows to be such a strong fighter. Evelyn Lestrange (Sarah Michelle Gellar) started Hogwarts when she was 17. She had no idea how to act around people her own age since she had spent her life in Azkaban and St.Mungo's. At School, she spent most of her time alone with drugs and alcohol. After the death of her husband Ethan and the birth of her daughter Emily, the young woman lost herself in self destructive behavior and her affair with a married man. Her depression worsened after a group of vampire hunters tortured and assaulted her and she lost her baby girl. Her will to live deteriorated and she attempted suicide not long after she escaped the hunters. She packed up her things and moved back to England in an attempt to bring some normality to her life an to be close to her friends. Her relationship with Ben Harper got deeper and she found herself in love with the man who refused to leave his wife. She used any means necessary in order to keep her mind off of Ben and off of the baby girl she had lost. She has had time to realize that the world doesn't care what she wants. It doesn't care if she bleeds and it doesn't care if she cries. It doesn't matter. Although life is sometimes hard and she finds herself on thin ledges, she resists the urge to jump. The hardest thing in the world is to live in it but she'll keep living because it's worth it.

Note: I used a light smoke effect on this vid. It fits nicely with the concept of the video. Her life had gone up in flames. I like the way it turned out although I thought it coulda been better

Quotes:

Evie after she escapes the hunters: "I don't understand. I don't know how to live in this world if these are the choices. If everything just gets stripped away, I don't see the point"

Evie talking about her mother Bellatrix: "She told me that ya know. She told her own daughter I wished you'd never been born"

Evie discussing how she wants to die: "I want to die on my own terms"

Evie after her move to England. Her friends try to help her but always fail: "Everybody wants to help. I don't even know if I'm.. here"

Evie with the hunters: "I don't want to die"

Evie to herself before she takes her overdose: "So I'm gonna die after all"

Evie after she survives her suicide attempt: "You don't know how hard it's been. Being here. You have no idea how hard it is just being here"

Evie explaining why she continues to sleep with Ben and party constantly to kill the pain of the death of her daughter "I have to do these things because when I stop then she's really gone"

Evie to Ben: "Don't what?! Don't love you? You know what I'm sorry. I didn't know I had a choice in that. I'm never gonna change. I want my life to be with you"

Evie talking to herself after Ben had chosen to stay with Kari : "Why do I keep letting him in?"

Evie speaking to Ben after her mother turns her against him: "I have feelings for you. I do. But it's not love. I could never trust you enough for it to be love"

Evie speaking to Ben: "I hate it! I hate that it's so hard. And that you can hurt me so much"

Evie to Desi after watching Ben out with Kari: "Right now I'm just trying to keep from dying"

Evie to her therapist at St. Mungo's: "If I have even a little time left there's so much I could do. I want to go to the beach. I want to see the ocean. I want to feel the sand"

Evie: "The hardest thing in this world is to live in it"