not gonna give up just yet Video

a song a wrote my 2nd year of college.. dealing with food/weight issues. also cuts off at the end before the end of the song but whatever!
lyrics:
i think i'm sinking
without even thinking
i'm drowning in my self doubt
Reaching for something
Searching for one thing
to tell me what I'm about

Cuz I'm successful with goals
and I'm in control
of everything in my life but this
so is it my fate? weight and happiness correlate
all i can do is wish

that i knew the reason
cuz this isn't easy
this battle is going to be met
no matter how hard i fall
i will always recall
that i'm not gonna give up just yet
no i'm not gonna give up just yet

now i keep pacing
to keep from spacing
knowing where that may lead
focused on resisting
but i keep slipping
i don't need you to rescue me

cuz i'm successful with goals
and i'm in control... etc..