I Remember [Prolouge] Video

So I am thinking about making this but not sure :/
I know this is like uhh since i have my other stories so the deal:
1,2,3,4:Writter Block :/
The X effect:I can't find a way to start it
Here we go again with two:Busyness with my partner in crime [xD]
and 17 and Prego:uhh, Writters block also :/
BUT this if I make it will be posted Fridays and Saturdays, or when i have comments :)
so Enjoy...I guess
Plus Selena G POV
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I remembered everything; from are first date, to the night we exchanged the three magical words. Is it wrong? I think not. Would you forget your first love? What about a real heartbreak?

It's actually funny how we met. You know how boarding schools work right? Rooming with some stranger hopeing there not weird. Well the Headmaster assigned me in the guys section of the school. When i told him the 'mistake' all he said was there were no more rooms. Lies. But when I met Nicholas he was quite sweet about it, so my first inital tought of him was kinda mean; he was gay. Next thing I know I catch him making out with some chick on MY bed.

Fucked up right?

The funny part was, the chick was bisexual and later that same day she tried to hit on me. I think her name was..Miley? I have no idea, but she was freakishly pretty. Smokey blue-ish eyes, long dirty blonde hair, and she was tall. To me atleast.

I'm actuall happy she tried to hit on me, without her Nicholas and I would've never gotten close. And i'm glad. Nicholas was amazingly gourges. Flawless brown curls sprung from his head, milk chocolate colored eyes, his style was an average teenager; skinny jeans and vintage or plain tees, AND plaid. Also he had an amazing body, since he channged his shirts in front of me I should know. His biceps stood out the most since his shirts slightly hugged them. All you have to know is they fit him, perfectly.

My discription? Long dark brown hair, dark-chocolate colored eyes, I have an average body; not skinny nor chubby, i'm just in the middle. Pettie as you can say. Oh I also have long lean legs and I go by the name of Selena. Well that's bassically my ideal look. My style is bassically like Nicholas'. I love vintage tee's.

Well, I always think Of Nicholas. I just can't seem to over him, even if it's been almost six months. Every conversation I have with someone reminds me of him. It's like he's tatooed into my heart and I can't get it removed.

To people, it seems if that i'm over Nicholas, when i'm not. I could still hear him whisper that eight lettered sentance over and over again, and I hate it. Why can't I get over him and get on with my life? The feeling were you think your heart will always be broken and no one could never fix it? I want that gone.

I wish someone could step in my life and change everything. My broken heart feeling, the depression, the every conversation makes me remember of him.

But then i notice, I'm in the real world, and someone can not come into my life simply and change everything easilly.

Damn, why can't it be that easy?