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Transition Update: Feeling Stuck

Transition Update: Feeling Stuck

Alternate title: Makeup is for Losers. I was just practicing my voice in front of the video camera, and then later I decided to cut a bit of my rambling out and call it a transition update. It's a bit whiny, but that's the mood I'm in today. Love me anyway! I command it!

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Dear Jamie... How Do I Overcome Fear Of Ridicule?

Dear Jamie... How Do I Overcome Fear Of Ridicule?

By frothing demand, I'm answering viewer mail in video form now. After all, the main point of this channel is to feel a part of the transgender community, to get support, and to give it back. I've had a TON of support - it's time to give back. Also, I'm saying "screw it" to self-consciousness about how I look, and doing this one in boy-mode, because my upper lip is all red and swollen from electrolysis and I couldn't pull off girl mode with it like that anyway. This is the reality of being ...

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Subdued Self-Conscious Transition Update

Subdued Self-Conscious Transition Update

What the title says. I seem SO subdued and lifeless in this vid - it's partially self-consciousness but I'm also getting over a bad cold and was struggling to talk - I had to edit out a lot of coughing. Generally though I'm doing great! By the way, replying to everyone's comments seems to really screw up the comments list and put everything out of order, and it causes some people's comments to get deleted, so I'll only reply now if it's really necessary. Unless I change my mind. I'm wild and ...

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An actual transition update, for real

An actual transition update, for real

Yeah, I'm getting too popular after that last vid so I thought I'd tone it down with a make-you-fall-asleep done-by-a-thousand-others regular transition update. In this one I talk about hormones, electrolysis and laser hair removal, and facial feminization surgery (FFS).

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Hormones! 2 week update for the mtf transsexual looking for hard facts about transition

Hormones! 2 week update for the mtf transsexual looking for hard facts about transition

You know those transsexual transition hormone update videos everyone in the community does? This is really nothing like that. "Serious" video soon.

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Smug Transition Update With Bonus Unsolicited Advice

Smug Transition Update With Bonus Unsolicited Advice

I'm pretty much just being overbearingly smug about my transition so far in this video. Hey, I just wanted to share. Also watch me dish out advice like I'm her majesty Queen Passable of Transitionalot to people who think they might be transgender, 'cause I'm totally qualified to do that, being so successfully integrated into society as a woman and all (that was sarcasm - I'm trying to say I hope I didn't come across like I had all the answers and know what transition is all about - I'm just ...

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Hungover Bed-Hair Pajama Transition Update

Hungover Bed-Hair Pajama Transition Update

There are three reasons for this video: 1) to give a transition update on my transgender journey from male to female; 2) to commemorate my last hangover ever; and 3) to blow away misconceptions about how far down the physical transition path I am. Seriously dudes, stop asking me for my msn username. I don't have boobs yet and it's just gonna be awkward when you realize that.

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Transition Update - Busy Week

Transition Update - Busy Week

Just an update about what happened with the gender clinic appointments I had this week and what's been happening in my transition.

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Out Of The Blue

Out Of The Blue

Great news! Great news, that is, if you're transgendered and pre-HRT, and, er, me.

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Transition Update - Coming Out At Work

Transition Update - Coming Out At Work

I uploaded three videos tonight, this is the third one. My manager now knows I'm transgender, er, I mean, I "dropped the juice" about being transgender with my manager. (Best. Expression. Ever.) Soon my workmates will know as well. Fun ensues!!

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