jlt1984 Videos

December 17, 2009 5:50pm

It's been a very long time.

Tags: depression social anxiety mental health dissociation

October 30, 2009 2:35pm

Ramblings (i haven't made a video in awhile) In an OK mood today. My lack of knowledge on things.

Tags: Invega Ativan Anxious Social Anxiety Depression Side Effects Phobia Guilty Ramblings

Read an article in Family Circle Magazine about an ED. "My ability to control my eating and lose weight was the only thing i had going for me" I can totally relate to that. I think i was thinking about all the germs at the restaurant... Sorry if i'm mumbing.. I hope you can hear me..

Tags: depression disordered eating memory issues

11:29am October 21, 2009 Part 1

Feeling frustrated and pissed off...My therapist canceled my appt, so now i'm mad. Weird physical symptoms...horrible back pain, butt pain, ears clogged up...I don't think I mentioned it, but i have lost of neck pain, too. Took the 3mg Invega. Sorry for all the pauses... Sorry I hope you can hear me.. My dad was home, so i had to be quiet.

Tags: fasting depression pain racing thoughts invega

October 20, 2009 11:50am

Pissed off... My problems with Geodon. Mad at myself for not being able to tell them what I wanted to say. I was on Geodon in the past before this time. I took my temp. last nite... 96.5...that can't be normal. But basically I'm pissed off and kind of crying.

Tags: pissed invega geodon struggling depression brain fog frustrated cold

October 17, 2009 at 8:15pm

Talking about that book I mentioned in a previous video...The Complete Household Handbook from Good Housekeeping... I was able to laugh some today, which is kind of unusual for me... Tried my mixed drink..Sex on the Beach.. Sorry about not being able to finish my thought..I can't remember now what I was going to say... The music in the background (not sure if you can hear it) is charlotte martin

Tags: book overwhelming charlotte martin mixed drink